There comes a time in every teacher-to-be’s life when you
realize that deciding to become an educator is more than a choice to spend
every day with students. It’s more than preparing lessons, coming up with fun
review games, writing tests, and grading homework. At the core, choosing to
teach is choosing to give of yourself in order that the children with whom you
work daily can learn. It’s about preparing children to become wonderful young
men and women, and preparing young men and women to be well-rounded, stable
parts of the functioning adult world. Teaching isn’t about forcing information
into students, but about using what they already know as a basis to broaden
their horizons and have new information flow through them. And sometimes,
practically, I think that is such a hard task.
How do I teach the kids the information they need to know
without feeling like I’m shoving it down their throats? How do I motivate them
to care about my subject matter if it’s something they don’t see the value in?
How do I come alongside every student so that they can achieve their best, but
also make sure that the schools standards for learning on the whole are where
they should be? The scary part is, I don’t know how to answer these questions.
I have ideas, but they are not comprehensive. I’m not sure any “plan” ever will
be. Maybe that’s pessimistic, but I think it’s realistic. All we can do is our
best and even when we do that there will still be things—maybe small things—that
slip through the cracks.
In my education class this semester, we recently had a
discussion about how to deal with a class full of students all at different
learning levels. We gathered ideas from each other on how to make activities
that can encompass students at all varying degrees of academic ability: those
highly gifted and way above the rest of the class, those struggling with even
the most basic concepts, and those at every point in between. I do believe that
every child can learn and I really do believe that every child can achieve
their personal best in school, but I understand that those will not all be at
the same levels. That still won’t stop me from trying to accommodate those who
have trouble learning; it won’t stop me from being a creative teacher when I
can be.
I will be presented with many challenges as a teacher. Some
of which I can prepare for in my time of studying at Calvin. Most of which I’ll
never even think about until I end up in my own classroom. In our discussion in
class and subsequent conversations with people I’m close with, I began to
realize that on the outside, I’m a real pessimist. I exaggerate my problems and
complain more than I should. But deep down, I am such an optimist. My heart
tells me that everything will work out in the end, that life is beautiful, and
that there are always positives to focus on. I think this plays well into my
calling to teach. Though teaching may be challenging and sometimes draining,
each student has something unique to bring to the table. Everyone has their own
individual strengths and weaknesses and I want to help students realize them.
Sometimes the hardest part of learning information is learning how your brain
works, and what you struggle with. Moving past the failures, facing the
struggles, and embracing the strengths is what true teaching is all about. You
cannot just focus on all strengths or weakness, there has to be a balance, and
as a teacher you have to be the one to set that balance.
Sure, teaching might not be all fun and games. But it’ll be
rewarding, I know. It’s the most rewarding career I could think of because I
have the opportunity to make an influence. I still have so much to learn, but I’m
ready to take it all on. I am so thankful to have wonderful educator examples
in my life to run to when I really don’t know what to do and I am equally as thankful
for those who listen to my dream and spur me on towards my goal. I’m not
looking forward to the times when I struggle and don’t succeed in the
classroom, but I know I’ll learn from my mistakes to ultimately become a better
teacher and a better person.
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